“Make sure she signs it for him early tomorrow, Cassandra, and while you are at it, you should thank him for still wanting to marry you with two kids.” Those words were not said to my face, but I overheard them during a phone call that simply did not cut off.
On the night before my wedding, my living room looked like a frantic craft store filled with white tulle and keepsake boxes. I had spent hours assembling details for the Sunday event until my fingers were sore from the glue and my back ached with exhaustion.
It was nearly nine o’clock on Friday night when my eight year old son, Toby, appeared in the hallway clutching his stuffed dinosaur. This was the very toy Jasper had claimed was far too childish for us to take to our new house.
“Mom, is Jasper coming back tonight?” he asked me in a very quiet and hesitant voice. I forced a smile and told him that Jasper was staying at his mother’s house because of a wedding tradition.
I saw him relax so significantly at that news that I should have realized something was wrong right then. Instead, I kept telling myself that children just need time to adjust and that a single mother cannot be too picky when she finds a stable man.
“Good night, Mom,” Toby murmured before heading back to the room he shared with his five year old sister, Lulu. I went back to gluing ribbons as if everything was perfectly fine until my phone began to vibrate with an incoming video call.
“Hey there, handsome,” I said with a tired smile as Jasper’s face filled the bright screen. He looked perfectly groomed and confident while sitting in the front seat of his expensive truck.
“I just wanted to know if you used the ivory or the charcoal table runners because my mother worries about the colors,” he said smoothly. I laughed softly and told him that I chose the charcoal runners so his mother could finally breathe easy.
“I knew I could count on you, but the signal is terrible here so I might lose you,” he added before the image froze. The screen went black, yet I realized the call did not actually end.
I heard the sound of a heavy car door slamming followed by the sharp voice of my future mother in law, Prudence. “Have you convinced her to sign those papers yet?” she asked with a tone that made my blood run cold.
“Almost,” Jasper replied in a voice that sounded nothing like the kind man I thought I knew. “She is nervous about the legal language, but I told her it was just a standard family insurance procedure.”
Then I heard his younger brother, Heath, chime in about how they needed that signature to access my trust. My grandmother had left me a house in Columbus and an education fund for Toby and Lulu that I had mentioned to Jasper months ago.
“She is going to sign it,” Jasper said with a dry and arrogant laugh that I will never be able to forget. He told them that I was desperate and afraid of being alone at thirty four with two children from different fathers.
“Poor thing, she actually thinks I am her salvation,” he continued while his family laughed at the idea of me being expensive luggage. Jasper explained that once I signed the document, he would use my assets to pay off his massive gambling debts.
“She is soft and thinks love is about enduring everything,” he whispered with a monstrous kind of certainty. The call finally cut off, leaving me sitting among the wedding decorations while my heart hammered against my ribs.
I looked toward the dark hallway where my children were sleeping and realized they had been trying to warn me for months. The woman who was willing to marry out of fear died in that moment, and a protective mother rose up in her place.
By two in the morning, I had two suitcases open on my bed and was packing only our most essential items. I grabbed our passports, birth certificates, and the small metal box where I kept my emergency freelance savings.
A text from Jasper lit up my phone asking me not to forget the signature on the family portfolio document. I put my phone on airplane mode and went to wake up the children for a surprise trip.
“Do I have to bring that itchy suit Jasper bought for me?” Toby asked with a serious expression. I told him to leave the suit behind and only pack his dinosaur and his favorite building blocks.