Through the glass of the hallway I saw Galina Petrovna.
She wasn’t shouting anymore.
He sat on a hard bench under a yellow lamp.
The fur coat lay nearby, as if its power had faded along with the fur.
Veronica was brought in later.
She kept trying to talk about her despair.
About my treatment.
That she also wanted to be a mother.
And on any other day, perhaps I would have felt sorry for myself.
But not the one where my children smelled of milk and antiseptic.
I’m not referring to the one where my cheek was burning from the blow.
I’m not referring to that time when unknown hands were already holding my son at the door.
The researcher asked me many questions.
I answered calmly.
Almost professional.
This happens to people in my profession.
When everything inside collapses, the voice becomes more even.
This is not strength.
It’s a form of survival.
Then they asked me to sign the protocol.
The hand was trembling.
I only realized it when the pen scratched the paper.
The head of security remained nearby, silent.
He didn’t ask unnecessary questions.
That’s why I was grateful to him.
Sometimes, a person’s dignity is demonstrated precisely in this way.
He sees more than he says.
Artyom waited until everyone had left.
The room fell silent.
The moon was asleep.
Leo was snoring nearby.
It was starting to snow outside the window.
“Why didn’t you tell my family who you were?” he asked.
I looked at the children.
In two small faces, for which she endured too much.
“Because you asked for it,” I replied. “Because it was more convenient for you to be underestimated rather than respected.”
He lowered his head.
I continued.
“And because I’m partly to blame too. I thought that if I stayed silent, they would leave us alone. But silence doesn’t stop anyone. It only teaches others that they can be hurt without consequences.”
She started to cry.
Very restrained.
Almost masculine, as they say.
But that didn’t make me feel any better.
Tears don’t always solve things.
Sometimes, they simply confirm that everything is already broken.
The hospital’s lawyer arrived in the morning.
Then my colleague.
Then, the president of the court.
The news had not yet been made public, but it was impossible to hide it for long.
Too many witnesses.
A cruelty that is too absurd.
My title sounds far too pompous for such a petty case of domestic violence.
Everyone wanted to act quickly.
Security personnel have increased their presence in the room.
An additional access control was installed on the door.
