The moment my boots hit the pavement outside the taxi, the first thing I heard was my wife speaking to Mrs. Smith regarding my mother’s supposed cognitive decline. The second sound was the frantic thud of Mom’s fist striking the inside of a locked bedroom door upstairs.
“Samuel!” she screamed from behind the wood. “I am begging you, do not leave me trapped in this room.”
Only sixteen hours earlier, I had been sitting on a cramped military transport plane, daydreaming about a cup of hot coffee, the taste of Mom’s signature apple crumble, and my wife, Abigail, running into my arms to greet me. Instead, Abigail stood on our porch wearing a crisp cream summer dress, smiling at the neighbors with the poise of someone hosting a high society charity luncheon.
“She suffers from severe confusion,” Abigail said softly to the woman next door, shaking her head as if burdened by a tragedy. “Sometimes she gets violent and hurts herself, so we are currently arranging for professional care in a facility.”
I glanced up at the window on the second floor and caught the distinct movement of a curtain being pulled aside.
Abigail stepped forward and embraced me, but I felt her entire body go rigid the second I asked her why my mother’s bedroom door was locked.
“It is for her own safety,” she replied without blinking.
I offered a polite smile and said, “Of course, I understand.”
My deployment had taught me that displaying panic was the fastest way to surrender your tactical position. I kissed Abigail on the forehead, carried my duffel bag into the house, and bided my time until the neighbors finally wandered back to their own homes.
